timecheck: 5.30am.

couldn't sleep well, now wide awake for no reason.
couldn't get back my >8hours of sleep after weeks of having at most only 5hours of sleep.
but will do.

seriously, i haven't started on my revision for exams which starts this thurs sey.
i'm left with today and wednesday to revise for 2 papers,
coz will be out whole day on tuesday.
haaaaaa~
in holiday mood already.

ok this entry is unnecessary.

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now this is very necessary.

never raise your voice at your parents, especially at your mum.
never regard them as a burden that you're forced to live with.
never HURT them no matter how ridiculous they may get.
NEVER EVER MAKE YOUR MUM CRY, ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN SHE IS VERY VULNERABLE.
don't wait for something tragic to happen to realise all the blardy stupid things that u've done.

and what the hell were u thinking??????
that bickering really got me worried.
aren't u afraid that she may get a heart attack?
please, she's fragile.
she has got no one else to turn to, so y cant we all just make her happy?
and as to y u're constantly being scolded (as how u see it),
haha...u're tickling me.
ckp dgn baik, tak jln. ckp tegas sikit pun, tak jln. ckp dgn kasar, lagilah takkan bergerak kemane2.
abeh nak buat mcm mana eh? biarkan je?
are u even aware of the number of times u left her in tears?
sama2lah kite muhasabah diri.

so people, even if we want to rebutt the things that they said which have triggered your unhappiness,
do it nicely.
no harm apologising even if u're not at fault.
just don't make the syaitans jump for joy.

this is also a reminder for me.
i know i've not been angellic either.
but improvements is always a good thing.

=))))))