in less than 4hrs' time, we'll be bidding the year 2007 SAYONARA & BONJOUR 2008!
it's been quite exhilarating yet disappointing year for me though i managed to pull through each disappointment with much ease.
alhamdulillah.
it's with the mistakes that we've done and the craps that we've been through that we'll be able to change into a much better person, not repeating the same mistakes again.
but there's this one particular that iwill always remember FOREVER...
....12 SEPTEMBER 2007,
the day i got my DRIVING LICENSE.
yeah!
though it's still too early for me to own a car,
i'm glad that finally i'm able to bring my mum around to wherever she wants to go.
also, another day in this year that i'll never forget....
...the day when i turned 19 (9 DECEMBER 2007).
had a bbq gathering at my place which has NEVER been done before. so it is indeed a memorable day of my life.
this is also the final year that i'll be a teen and there're still a lot that i wanna do and wanna change.
though i've never had new year resolutions, or maybe i did make a few but NEVER accomplish them,
i just hope that i'll be a more un-mean, rational, responsible, wise and HARDWORKING lady for the year 2008.
yeah...really need to rid off the fats in my lazy ass and do something REALLY enriching for myself.
one thing is for sure,
i'll still be the WACKY, CRAZY, ECCENTRIC, GROSS, CHILDISH, SELENGE & SARCASTIC (in a un-harsh way maybe) girl that most of u have known me for, for the soon-to-be year 2008 and perhaps in the subsequent years to come.
kehkehkehkehekhek!!!!!
oh ya, i've also learnt to m.i.n.d.m.y.o.w.n.b.u.s.i.n.e.s.s.&.n.o.t.t.h.i.n.k.i.n.g.t.o.o.m.u.c.h.
so, i'd like to grab this opportunity to wish ALL of u a HAPPY NEW YEAR.
don't drink alcohol k? stay away from drugs, cigarettes & unprotected sex too. it's bad. really bad.
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quite a busy new year's eve i've got today & really cant wait to jakun-ly see fireworks later, though not sure from where..mount faber maybe.
pix up soon!

26th December 2007.

i have a life.

at least, i know i DO have a life.

but what has happened to my life now?

not saying that i hate it,

but i dont LOVE it either.

i'm just so unsure, confused, dull, guilty...

yes, GUILTY. that's it.

while others are like so head over heels with one another,

i'm...... well..... ok.......

i've grown to KNOW & REALISE that i need to spend more QUALITY time with the most precious person in my life.

n in ur life too. as it SHOULD be.

that is the person who have stored u for 9months & have GIVEN BIRTH to YOU...

...feed u, care for u, SACRIFICE for u (n i mean HELLUVA HUGE LOT OF SACRIFICES)....

so what 'amazed' me is that people seem to forget all about that.

c'mon people....before it's ever TOO LATE.. to regret & wail over spilt milk.

~sorry for the cancelled meeting. will make it up to u someday....when SHE is not alone. which i really have no idea when.

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on a happier note, I GOT A HAIRCUT & A NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!!!

loving it! touching it!

like i've never done that in my entire 19years!....ok maybe 18years (excluding a year which i dont think i have much hair to touch).

after my previous hairstyle that was a so-called mohawk yg tak menjadi,

i experimented out how Rihanna's hairstyle will be like on me.

n gosh i look like Rihannnn....tu!

ok waddahell.

since hairstyle ni kali menjadi, i've got no regrets at all.

yezzzzza!

ANDANDAND

i will KEEP my tail till the shedding of the last strand. yes.

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have been buying things on impulse.

mostly.

but got myself a new hello kitty towel which is a cutesy n is soooooooo.......PINK.

yes i know something not right is happening to me.

i'm beginning to NOT MIND pink at all.

it's a sweeeeeet colour dont u think so?

it's ok if u dont.

coz i really think so.

anyway, the towel which is supposed to serve it's purpose,

doesnt really cover what it's suppose to cover.

maybe the towel is just small BUT maybe, it cld be that i'm just too BIG.

shucks.

so in the end, i use it as a blanket. for my feet.

hee.

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"dave..? are uuuu awake? can i sleep with u tonight? i had a nightmare....."

gosh THEODORE is just soooooo adorable!

i think i want a chipmunk now.

it's ok if it's nothing like Simon, Alvin or Theodore.

just want a chipmunk that can FART with me.

LOL.

will give a rating of 7/10.

storyline is simple and common,

but entertainment-wise, KUDOS!

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have quite few plans planned for the upcoming days.

and i seriously dont see myself sitting down to start doing my schwork, cement-truckLOADS of 'em.

they are RBD, IMC project & 2pg write-up, Entre, EBRW exec summary, DAM tutorial.

all of those mentioned above to be completed before Thursday.

Thursday will be the start of MORE projects discussion, existing projects + NEW othersssss.

ok i think i'm scaring the fishhhhx out of me already.

whatever it is,

LESS THAN 3 MORE MONTHS TO GO WANTI!!!!!!!!!!

yeah.

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i got myself a new pair of specs too!

though it's nothing like what i wanted (that is a PINK specs),

the metallic frame + white & black..erm...(aiyaa will post the pic soon), is what urged me to buy it.

hee.

& the degree for both sides have increased!

huu.

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met up with the kecohs.

half of them.

went to city hall area, walk2, talk2, eat2, take pictures n that's it.

thks to nad's supervisors who snatched her away from us.

they're nuts.

wad-2-doooooo.....

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that meeting was a mistake.

stuuuuuuuupid mistake.

that thing that i said was another flardy-foool mistake.

now, it's just so different.

everything's just different.

~can we bring yesterday back around?..........

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girls' day out with mummy, her friend & her friend's daughters.

woooo!

had the car to ourselves.

weeee!

went to sembawang to get my new specs, then to geylang, followed by thomson plaza, then to amk then home sweet home!

haaaa!

i loike.

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sorry for the mess of this entry.

very random.

not in order.

disorganised.

exactly like me, in a hekk-o-va mess now.

just needed to blab.

.BAI.

HOLIDAYS is finally here.

correction,

'Even-more-PROJECTS' break is finally here.

Nothing much to look forward to, except more PROJECTS for these 2wks & the wks to come till end of february.

how cool is that?

Then at the end of february, there'll be a week of study break before the FINAL YEAR EXAMS in the beginning of March.

After which is FREEDOM.

Now how coooooool is that?

Amazing how time flies sooooooooo fast.

Really looking forward to graduation BUT,

don't think i'm up for WORK upon graduating.

sheesh.

though i've PLANNED on something.

travel Travel TRAVEL to anywhere out of Singapore!...which includes OUT OF ubin, tekong, sentosa & those islands yg sewaktu dgnnye.

would LOVE to travel around with my friends WITHOUT parents tagging along BUT

mum actually said that she won't allow me to do that till i'm 21.

huh???!!!!!!

i mean like HUHHHHHHH?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& when i'm finally 21, she'll say something like 'i think u can forget about travelling on your own till you're married.'????

grrrrr.

nonetheless, will still persuade her to set me free though on a much later date,

really much hoping and PRAYING that she'll change her mind.

PLEASE.

so anyway, after my savings are being swept clean by travelling,

then i'll start working my S off.

wuuuuuuuush!

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17/12: Project discussion. AND collect my hp from Sony Service Centre! like FINALLY. yezzzzzzaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

18/12: Project discussion.

19/12: Project discussion. & most probably GHOST-HUNTING. if not FOOD-HUNTING.

20/12: Hari Raya Haji. EMMMMMMBEKKKKKKKK!!!.

21/12: ?????? (someone take me out!)

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bai.

WARNING

this is gonna be a suuuuuuper looooooonnnnng entry, as so my senses tell me.

the sequence of whatever i typed for this entry may be a mess.

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ok so yesterday my family had planned a bbq at home in conjuction with my bdae celebration.

weee! besh sey!!

though i had wished that YOU were there as well,

but oh wells.....

had great time!

thks to everyone that has made it happen;

mummy deary, broks (ooops....bros), sis-in-laws, wak din & family, nyai, cik hasanah, cik (?) & family, 3 kecohs and....FLUFFY!

thks for the prezzies tooooooooooo!!!!!

luuuuuuuurve it!

now i can cancel half of my wishlist already!

weeeee!

will post pix of the prezzies soon wokeh?!

for now, allow me to babble....

and so the bbq started at abt 2pm and ended around 9pm.

if it was on a saturday, i wld've requested for a 24hr bbq! ...mcm phm.

andand....for the 1st time ever, i got to eat bbq crabs!

thks to wak din for the cancerous crabs! lol.

still need lotsa practice to master the art of tearing the crabs open though.

sorry to those who arent invited.....

my apologies!!!!!

but u cld've invited urself rite? huhu!

thks to the 3 basketeers who came as the 'last customers'.

finally got the chance to meet u gurls lar sey.

remember our date on the 24th wokeh?!!

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ok so after last customers left, cleared up a bit, sit down a lot, showered & then..........prezzie opening ceremony!

haha.

i guess it shd be done when everyone is around but im a really shy girl.

so i dis it the other way around, when everyone has gone home.

LOL.

unexpectedly, got quite a few 'ang baos/paos'.

mcm tgh raye lar sey!

huhu.

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after that ceremony, back to SCH WORK.

*toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot*

wasnt in the right state of mind & hell!.. wasnt in the mood to do any sch stuffs!

but had to.

if not, i wld be crowned the free-rider & i'll get a free ride back to sch while my other schmates grad nx yr.

ok i'm getting carried away.

i WONT stayback.

hell no.

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and so the presentation today was erm.........no words can explain it.

ok, it was HOLLIGIBLE!

but thks chingay for the ppt well done!

but must thk me for coming up with a perfecto draft of our company logo hor.

haha.

have u ever met a presenter who doesnt know what he/she is supposed to present?

well, a perfecto example wld be ME.

i havent got the slightest idea of how the ppt is like, what more what the ppt contains....

so like few mins b4 my grp's presentation, i started to gobble down the contents as much as i cld so that i wldnt appear to be reading from the hardcopy of the ppt that has just been printed out.

but tough luck.

was brain dead & was practically reading from the paper from start till end.

shucks.

this is evidence of what it'll be like if ure totally unprepared.

so my dear soulmates.......no more last minute work k?

mcm phm padahal aku pun same jgk buat keje last minute....huhu!

AND i'll be flunging my QM test that i sat for today.

majority said it was kakiayam (chicken feet) but sheeesh....

as soon as i read the 1st qn, i was like 'what shd i eat later? hmmmm....'

haha.

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supposed to be doing my ppt for tomorrow's presentation but here i m.....

and another individual assignment, which i havent even looked through the guidelines, to be submitted on thurs.

[voice from within:tak serik2 eh 1t? dah final semester tau.]

[me: tau....mmg nak serik ah tapi tak leh serik sey.]

huhu.

ok so after thurs will be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!.....temporary that is.

seriously need a break. a HOLIDAY.

grrrrrr!

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the truth is.....i still do.

& i hate myself for that.

blargh!

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here's a sneak peek of the bbq gathering yesterday.

pix r not in sequence.

sis-in-laws & broks (oops again....bros) at work.
looking ever ohsooooooooo pretty.
mum's plants feed on hotdogs, not fertilisers.
1st family to reach. ie mum's bro's family.
9-yr-old bdae gurl.

the making of the food.....

now u dont see the fire.......
......now u do.

presenting to u.......ostrich eggggggs!

uh huh.

yeah.

to be continued..........

one down,plenty to go.

but all i know, i MISS YOU so.

i REALLY miss you.

it's been a mth i guess.

& i'm feeling the emptiness ever so DEEPLY.

When r u gonna come back to me?

next year? 2 years later? 5 years later perhaps?

this feeling is just inevitable.

i'm sorry.

i'm waiting for the call day by day.

but only He knows when that day will be.

i truly madly miss u darn much.

miss the goosebumps that u gave me when you vibrated in my pocket.

I NEED YOU LARR DARLING HENPON!!!!!!

grrrrr!

bai.

Firstly, thks to those who rmb my bdae,

be it to those who were being reminded by me or those who really memorised the date by hard...somehow.

pssst! it's 9DEC. me no shame.

To those who have asked what i want for my bdae & to those who planned on asking aft my bdae is over(i dont mind accepting belated prezzies),

i'd like to make ur life easier by listing stuffs tt ive been wanting but dont hv the chance to,

or more like dont have the means to buy 'em.....

1. Makeover for my Lifebook.

2. Shades.

3. Levis Jeans.

4. MORE tops.

5. new bedroom set.

6. Honda s2000,no toys pls.

7. new specs, transparent pink. yes PINK.

8. Puma Watch.

9. Billabong flip flops.

10. new scalp. yes it's SCALP, NOT scarf.

tentatively, the list wld be as that.

bai.

someone: "hey u've got a nice voice. do u sing?"

me: "hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha!!!!! "

got lotsa stuffs going on lately.

bzbzbzbzbzbz.

got lotsa stuffs to blog actually but,

bzbzbzbzbzbz.

looking 4ward to next wk.

hee.

bai.

oh ya.

this popped out over dinner.....

.......mum: "how's he?"

me: (almost choked on the chicken i was eating)(silent for 5secs)

mum: "dah ns?"

me: (shakes head).........

thks mum.

i want this car.

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wldnt it be better to show the cyclist+his bike RIP (resting in pieces) under that car?

mcm phm.

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i'm so honoured that my name is mentioned in this song (or whatever it's called), be it for a gd or a bad reason.

i'd encourage u to listen till the end or at least from the middle of the song onwards.

y? coz they're brilliant beatboxers. hear 'em out.....

hee.

[translations...............Selamat: Safe, Wanti: Me, Warsa: Him, Sayang: Love.]

wondering what it means?

it means that I Love Him. Safely.

jgn mcm paham eh 1t.

k bai.

fri. 23rd Nov. 3.15am.

suffering from insomnia.

&as a result, look what has happened to my taggie.

LOL.

still can tag,

just a lil bit more work to go abt doing it.

k bai.

ok ive just watched a local feedback/news programme that discuss abt the recent cases of taxi drivers that are doing things that they shdnt.

n somehow, i felt like blogging abt that too.

simply cos ive experienced them n have been a passenger to those kinda jokers, though im not really the taxi kinda girl. im the bus kinda girl. ok wadeva.

so amongst the many encounters are......

-hailed for a taxi but they just swooshed past me. mostly taxis with the 'hired' light.

at that point of time, i thought that maybe other customers had called for those taxis.

but since im aware of the situation now, i guess those might be the jokers.

- some jokers drive as if there're no traffic lights n that only they pay for road tax n hence, they dont care abt other road users.

they change lanes w/o signalling, change lane abruptly, drive speedily then jam on the brakes like nobody's business when it comes to traffic lights, drive jerkily, tailgate, talk on the phone while driving, drive in a 'snake' manner n yadayadayada.

- some jokers are really friendly & chatty that when i'm chatting along with them, they wld bring me for a sight-seeing outing all round spore w/o me knowing that they took the longer route.

- i'm not familiar with the diff expressway routes & when asked which expressway to take, i'll normally just say the shortest one but they wld take advantage of my 'sotongness' n use the longer route.

so why wld those jokers do such things to con customers?

customers pay for their services & they have a pleasant ride to their next destination.

well, maybe some customers are rude or do funny stuffs in the taxis or act superior like some lost & confused big shots

so maybe the jokers thought that it's appropriate to punish those kinda customers.

but then again, maybe the jokers thought that there'll always be demand for taxis so they can do whatever they want or take advantage of customers just to get more $$$$.

c'mon lah.....it doesnt take a wise man to tell you that that's such an imoral thing to do no matter what the situations may be.

one must not cheat on others if he/she doesnt want to be cheated.

so why does these things happen?

i wonder.....

personally, i guess those jokers have to pay the price for their mistakes, depending on how serious their 'crime' is.

those mediocre mistakes can be dealt with with just a warning or something like that.

but if it prevails or mistakes are more serious, they shd be punished.

however, we, the consumers/customers/passengers have to play a part as well.

dont irritate taxi drivers as we must understand that as they are mostly senior & that they work pretty hard to support their family.

if there's mutual understanding & both parties do good at all times,

we'll all live happily ever after rite?

consumers to reach destinations safely & happily while taxi drivers get their well deserved $$ for the excellent service provided to passengers regardless of race, language, religion, looks, culture, traditions yadayadayada.

so yea, we shd all deserve to be happy cos spore is a happy country!

bai.

WAIT FOR YOU- ELLIOT YAMIN

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before.

Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door

Ooo...Why did you have to go? You could have let me know.

So now I'm all alone...

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance

With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand

And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it's a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do

I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)

You got me feeling crazy (crazy)

How can you walk away,Everything stays the same

I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me

Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance

I can love you right

But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you

If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

I'll Be Waiting.........

i miss euuuu.

18th Nov. 2.50am.

sorry, but i'm feeling phucked up rite now.

everything seems to go wrong when u least expected it.

shitsy.

my 1wk old hp is now handicapped coz it somehow dropped from the tv while i was charging it,

& wahlah! got an instant jigsaw puzzle as i stepped into my room to check up on it!

so i went straight & all the way to the service centre which is at wisma and guess what?

they currently dont have stock for LCDs, which is what my hp needed to cure the damage.

thought it may be available within the next few days

but NO.

it may take a wk or even a mth.

like wtp!

so freakin long!!!!

though it can still be used but i cant really sms with the screen half black.

but thks to my bro, he let me use his spare hp for the time being.

thks u abg. =)))

but then again, HAIYOH!!!!

jialat lalat.

moral of the story, dont put ur hp at places above the ground, where it may break apart like nobody's business.

put it on the floor when charging & employ a guard to make sure nobody step on it.

ok on a happier note, ive got myself a new pair of jeans & a schbag!!!

wuuuhuuuuuuu!

on a shitsy note again, i'm broke.

this is always the case with us humans (excludes filthy rich baskets who dont have to think abt this prob).

will be spending more on friends' bdae prezzies too.

lemme see....thr'll be 5 peeps altogether? i think.

maybe more to come.

and like shucks!

and then thr was this lunch that i had with mum at this lala restaurant.

service tax was like 6bucks?!

worst than the newly-hiked ERP la sey.

ok stop it 1t.

went to asian fd expo @expo with saggy n jac on friday.

hungry ghosts.

haha.

erm, though not many halal booths around but got to try out few samples here & there.

then went to guardian sale nx hall, nothing much.

then went to BK n i got myself a hershey sundae & iced milo.

it was a chocolatey day for me!!!

yezzzaaaaa.

then back home.

couple of hours later, supper out with family!!!!

ate rice with several yummyumm dishes.

then back home. stoned.

This next part of the entry is for him. It will be an emotional one or loveydovey or whatever it may seem to u. but whateva it is, if u wana yuck it, buzz the hell off!!!!!!

(i cldnt sleep aft the conversation me & him had so this is the only thing that i can fall back on)

To you, whom it concerns, hope u read this......

First and foremost, I thank you so so much for being honest with me and to yourself. Really appreciate it. Though I was taken aback by that confession, I understand where you are getting at.

Remember I told you that I once thought of the exact same thing? Yeah, I actually poured it out in my own ‘dear diary’, not written but typed. So it’s not so traditional. Hehe. So anyway, see? I am an emotional kind of girl/lady (whichever you think is applicable and relevant). I will share it with you soon but I've got a feeling that it would be after I post this one up. Hence, the message is kind of in a different tone from this one. However, that was then & this is now. Guess I wasn't thinking straight enough back then & thought that that was the only way out. But since u've mentioned it.............

Ok, so we have decided to go our separate ways for the time being. hmmm.... I seriously dont see the need to do this coz we are supposed to support one another, whatever the situations may be. You mean in the future, when u have a full-time job, there'll be another 'separate ways' kinda thing too? hmm... But it's ok... You'll be able to do your stuff w/o any distractions now, if that's better for you. I'll just have to go along with it. I don’t know how I will go through with it but do make supplications for me k? I’ve never done this thing in my entire life. So this is a brand new experience for me. LOL.

Just want to let you know, again, that I will leave only when you don’t need me anymore. I will always be there for you and I will be waiting. You will always be remembered and no one else (exception for my mum), I repeat, NOBODY ELSE can occupy this space in my lil heart.

Nonetheless, I wish you all the best in whatever you do. Do take good care of yourself, don’t overwork & most importantly, eat chocolates. =))))
I love euuuu. i know words are just words & anybody can say those 3 words but mister, i really do.

PS: was tearing again when I typed this. =_______(

You can only say YES or NO.
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you / comments and asks!

1. Taken a picture naked? NO.
2. Painted your room? YES.
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? NO.
4. Drove a car? YES.
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES.
6. Have a crush? YES.
7. Been dumped? YES.
8. Stole money from friend? NO.
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? NO.
10. Been in a fist fight? NO.
11. Snuck out of your house? NO.
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES.
13. Been arrested? NO.
14. Made out with a stranger? NO.
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES.
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? NO.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? YES.
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? NO.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES.
20. Seen someone die? YES.
21. Been on a plane? YES.
22. Kissed a picture? YES.
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES.
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? YES.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES.
26. Made a snow angel? NO.
27. Played dress up? NO.
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES.
29. Been lonely? YES.
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? YES.
31. Been to a club? NO.
32. Felt an earthquake? NO.
33. Touched a snake? NO.
34. Ran a red light? NO.
35. Been suspended from school? NO.
36. Had detention? YES.
37. Been in a car accident? YES.
38. Hated the way you look? NO.
39. Witnessed a crime? NO.
40. Pole danced? NO.
41. Been lost? YES.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES.
43. Felt like dying? NO.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? NO.
46. Sang karaoke? YES.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES.
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? NO.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO.
50. Kissed in the rain? NO.
51. Sing in the shower? YES.
52. Made love in a park? NO.
53. Had a dream that you married someone? NO.
54. Glued your hand to something? YES.
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO.
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO.
57. Been a cheerleader? NO.
58. Sat on a roof top? YES.
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? NO.
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? NO.
61. Played chicken? YES.
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO.
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? NO.
64. Broken a bone? NO.
65. Been easily amused? YES.
66. Laugh so hard you cry? YES.
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO.
68. Cheated on a test? YES.
69. Forgotten someone's name? YES.
70. Slept naked? NO.
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? NO.
73. Blacked out from drinking? NO.
74. Played a prank on someone? YES.
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES.
76. Made love to anything not human? NO.
77. Failed a class? NO.
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? NO.
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? YES.
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? YES.
82. Thrown strange objects? YES.
83. Felt like killing someone? YES.
84. Thought about running away? YES.
85. Ran away? NO.
86. Did drugs? NO.
87. Had detention and not attend it? NO.
89. Made a parent cry? YES.
90. Cried over someone? NO.
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO.
92. Dated someone more than once? YES.
93. Have a dog? NO.
94. Own an instrument? NO.
95. Been in a band? NO.
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO.
97. Broken a cd? NO.
98. Shot a gun? NO.

when boredom strikes.

ok so i got a new hp already.

it's S.E. w580i.

but there're like so many other things to do & buy!

friends' bdae here & there,own stuffs that needs a change badly, sch projects..urgh!

so lil time...

... & $$$$$$.

my dear $$$$$, pls flow down from the tap can?

NOT.

ok so what if i'm cranky?

bai.

these are the prezzies that my colleagues got for me.

a card from hallmark. they got my name right on the envelope but.......

......if u have powerful eyes like cyclops, u'd be able to see that my name is turned into a 'glam-er' one. anyhoos, so sweet of them.

seriously i thought it's a ring. i wish it was a ring. but nah, it's a brooch/pin/whatever u wanna call it. anyhoos, so sweet of them.

my sweetheart. seriously, i can never get tired of saying this. sososo sweet of them. =))

bai.

tralala....at hfc's mcD now waiting for him to arrive. supposed to meet him at 7.30pm so thr's still abt 10mins to go.
was thinking since i already brought my lappie along with me, just use lah to kill time.
n im disappointed.
the masking booth is no longer around at hfc!
grrrrrrr.
guess hafta do it at ps nx time.....
anybody knows where else to find the masking shop/stall/booth? besides ps & tamp mall.

FINALLY DONE WITH IPP!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
sori peeps.
just relieved & happy la sey.
been waiting for this day but wasnt at all bubbly at work just now. was stoning the whole day. sosososososososleeeeeeepyyyyyyyyy!
only had 3hrs of sleep yesterday. slept at the couch to be exact instead of my bed. y? bedsheet is infected with bedbugs!
itchyhere itchy there.
too busy till mybedroomis like bedsty.
guess now i have more time to do some cleaning up.

pardon if this entry is a mess coz i can feel eyes staring at what im typing.

ok got a call from him. guess what? he's still in town waiting for taxi since 7pm.
so what does it mean?
i'll be blogging n typing rubbish till he comes.

so what next? hmmm......
oh ya, my colleagues actually bought me a couple of gifts!!!!
so sweet sey. i didnt expect that coz i was ready & so eager to leave the office when they stopped me to pass the gifts that they bought.
omg. i was like so paisehsehpai.
hid under the table sey. serious!
so malu.
i was like grinning from ear to ear while the y pestered me to open up the gifts.
n wahlao for the 1st time ever, my hands were like shivering n shaking while opening the boxes up.
ok so there is the card, a brooch (heartshape seyyyy!!!!) & a perfume (sweetheart seyyyyy!). haha.
full of hearts now.
really....so sweet of them.

andand. as usual, my mgr wasnt around today. was on leave.
andand. ive got an MC for her to sign as well as my gradebook for her to pass it to me.
grrrrrrrrrr!
partially my fault for not reminding her. but how to? she's always not in the office. & when she's finally around, she's either always on the phone, talking to my other colleagues aka discussion which always last more than an hour or she's in the other branch on the 35th floor having meetings.
lalalalala.
so in the end, i got my senior, an auditor, to sign on her behalf. but i have to come back to office to collect my gradebook nx wk when sch starts.
sigh!
so much for not stepping into the office ever again.
but it's ok lah. think i'm going to repay my colleagues' kindness & buy for them some gifts in return.
not that i wont give if they didnt give anything to me. i already had something in mind but it got lost somewhere along the way.

i'm crapping la sey.
b, cepatlah dpt taxi............

so, the outing with kecohs that was supposed to happen yesterday, deepavali, got cancelled.
chief of the gang's mum changed her mind & didnt allow her to go out. reason, chief gotta mug for her exams.
lalalala wadeva.
but hopefully, nx wkend will not be messed up ya? insyaAllah.

ok i need to pee now but cant rush off to toilet leaving all my stuffs behind right?
andand, so leceh to pack up my stuffs just to go to toilet and then come back to wait even longer.
arghhhhhh!
how i wish im wearing diapers.
ya i miss my childhood days, especially the days as a toddler.
not that i can remember anything then but life was so easy back then. pee & shit anywhere & anytime.
& when it's saturated, mummy will do the job.
but now, hahahahahaha.
i seriously need to pee!!!!!!!!!!!

i think by the time b comes, i have to make my way home. so much for the whole night to ourselves.
but it's ok.
ade hikmah disebaliknye. =)

so lappie makeover is out for tonight.
hmmm...... wanna survey for a new hp!!!!
haha.
andand, buy a bag if possible. seriously need a new sch bag.
the one i'm using now is like lobangsini lobangsane.
cannot make it la simply put.
haha.

i swear this entry will be super long!
haha.
i heard from my senior colleague (ex NYP student too), that this upcoming final semester will be chaotic.
big projects here. major projects there.
but no FYP.
it's just a big project for each module, n i'll be having 6 modules for this final semester before i grad. insyaAllah.
really hope to graduate on time, as in, no repeat of modules. really scared that i will fail sey due to the fact that i'm a slacker since God knows when.
time to pull up my pants!!!!!
yeah.
andand, i seriously need to pee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gagagagagagagagagaga.
so restless now. cant sit still.
bum itchy.

so what hp shall i buy?
i wanna stick to sony ericsson now.
yeah i'm a traitor.
haha.
now so immuned to that brand. so to switch to another will be not gerek ah.
so i thought of k580i. the slim slide phone.
something new as ive never had a slide hp.
most probably will be getting that la unless there are other models that managed to melt my eyes and heart.
i think there is white, grey, black.
i'm sick of black so that leaves me with white & grey.
have to personally look at those 2 colours.
seeing is believing ya.

omg. my hair is standing rite now.
short hair, long hair.
B, WHERE R U?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heard that if u hold back ur urine for too long, it'll turn to rock or something like dat.
so scary.
then will have to undergo an operation to take that rock out.
even more eerie.

from wehre i'm sitting now, i can see so many taxis come & go but none contain my b.
haiyoh.........

oh ya did i tell u that i made b angry yesterday?
haha.
sori b. it wont happen again. insyaAllah.
I NEED TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

serve me right for ordering medium milo when i can just order the small one.
plus, i kept on drinking in the office. i think i top my cup up like 20 times?
n i went to pee like 4 times?
should be more than that but i guess i was excited to leave that i forget to pee before i leave.
gosh.
it's really on the verge of eruption!!!!!
cool beb cool.....
cannot laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

called b, he's on the way now reaching soon.
please hurry please!
n i think we can only spend like 2hrs together and i'll have to take my leave home before mum gets mad.
she's not feeling well today as well.
hope she's ok.
my supplications for mama.

k i think this is it for now. i really cant stand it any longer.

bai.

first of all, Happy Happy Deepavali to all hindu peeps all over the world!

ammmmma, aaaaaaci all happy happy la.

andand...realised that quite a few going-ons/events have number 8 in it!

081107: Deepavali & someone's bdae.

the day when everything (almost) went down. all went wrong, down, down n downer. =))

091207: my 19th bdae. (i know this is irrelevant but it's ver impt ok.)

080108: sharul going ns. :/

081108: bro getting married. insya'Allah.

8: my house number. hahahahahah. ok.

was doing nothing n so rummaged thru the stuffs in my hp for a bit.

& just realised that 90% of the pix that ive got in my hp belongs to my baby.

so before it gets overloaded, i transferred them into my lappie.

so these r some of the latest pix of my baby.

stop digging ur nose & just look at them.

*" i wanna be the cover female for CLEO!!!!"

*that's her covering her face. now everybadeh say 'awwwwwwwww......'

*5secs later.....another of her fav sleeping position.

*another 5secs later....."nak beraaaaaaaaaaaaaak!" (translation: "wanna shit!")

had brunch at beach rd aft bro bought some stuffs for camp at the army market.

touting is an obligation for a couple of drink sellers.

so irritating & intimidating.

both of them (from diff stalls) actually quarrelled coz A snatched customer away from B. (though they spoke in Tamil but we can know that they quarrelled over us. so honoured.)

eldest bro booked seats at the fd centre while the rest of us accompanied 2nd bro to buy stuffs.

so B asked my big bro what drinks he wanted.

Big bro said wait first.

then we came to join big bro.

A saw us & approached us & asked what drinks we wanted.

B who was standing next to bro since start, looked unhappy & also asked us what we wanted after seeing A asking.

we, confused, just say out the normal drinks we wanted n A said ok & left to get the drinks.

B still asked what drinks we wanted. & we repeatedly said we ordered already.

B still stand next to our table.

while we eat, B is still there looking at us.

while A standby on a watchout for other victims.

like wth.

big bro: "pasal air pun nak gaduh ke? rezeki sentiase ade salkan jgn gelojoh."

betul tu bang.

so after brunch, headed down to kallang' so-called' beach to chill.

2nd bro wanna test the hammock he just bought at army market.

the material is kinda thin as compared to another alternative,

but just look below. it can withstand my weight! sohappylarsey!

then went to novena to walk2 at velocity & the new mall, i think it's called square 2? something like that.

i wanted to shop for a bag but in the end, got a new top instead. from my own shop!!!!! Esprit aka Asputri. mcm paham k.

SWISHLIST aka things to shop for:

1. new S.E hp (my contract ended like a yr ago w/o me knowing it)

2. lappie makeover

3. sch bag

4. jeans

5. more tops

k bai.

..............................

*b,pls dont refuse my messages anymore & i wont care abt ur msn status anymore k????

just inform me when ure online coz i dont wanna b chatting with ur bro or ur dad instead when im expecting u.

hehe.

another long long draggy entry here......

just feel like dumping everything that i have in mind now. almost everything. nah, not quite.

Fd for Thought: DONT EVER DO THINGS FOR THE SAKE OF PLEASING SOMEONE. IT HAS TO COME FROM THE HEART,

sincerely done with a cherishable gesture & one that speaks a thousand words.

when it doesnt come from the right side of ur chest (ur heart la ok),

u wont get the feeling that ure supposed to. wth?

it's ok if u dont understand, as long as i do,

it's accomplished.

just wanna share something that i found in a mag.

DIFFERENT SLEEPING POSITIONS

The Foetus (erm, like a foetus la): People who sleep in this position may look tough on the outer but they're softies at heart/ Tend to be shy when 1st introduced to someone but once relaxed, they'll be the warm & personable individuals.

The Starfish (hands wrapped around pillow): They make gd friends/ ready listeners/ generous with their time & help/ great people to work with- open to ideas & receptive towards changes/ dislike being the centre of attraction/ assume a more supportive role.

The Soldier (really straight & stiff as though u're bed-ridden & cant move an inch): Quiet & reserve/ Deign to fuss over mundane and unworthy things/ Keep things low-key/ Set high standards for themselves and others/ Expect their instructions to be followed.

The Freefaller (the position that u'll be in after jumping from 25th floor)[dont ask me y 25th]: Gregarious & forthright/ Not inclined to keep opinions to themselves/ Thin-skinned and dont like criticism/ Dont react well in extreme situations.

as for me, i sleep in all but The Soldier.

how abt U?

something done out of boredom. again.

1) What is the phone brand?
Sony Ericsson k750i

2) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
467

3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
LO's name/NYP: hi girls, this is Ms Lee, ur LO. I have to use sch sms system coz this msg is long. So, how's your attachment? Hope u have leant mu (1/3)

4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Mas

5) Who's the last person you rang?
Sharul

6) Who was your last missed call from?
unknown person with an unknown number

7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dayah

8) What does the last message in your inbox say?
"remember that there'll always be someone who remembers u everyday, with or without messages...& that's ME =)) Good Nite!"

9)Who comes up under J?
Jac, Jason, Jessie, Joseph, Julie, Junyao (wah. all chinese sey. LOL)

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
-not applicable. sent only 2 msges so far.-

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
Sa'lan

12) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
24

13) What do you have as your background?
Fluffy, my baby.

14) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
Rhyz.

15) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
i dont use speed dial.

16) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
Creature #2

17) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
5, the max.

18) What do you have as your main ringtone?
Umbrella ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh....

found this while bloghopping.

check this out.

Girl Facts:
When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your
new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that ur not
hers any more

When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when
bumping heads 3 years later

When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's
HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows
how much she cares: eyes never lie)

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more than that

Guy Facts:
When a guy calls u
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and wonders
if you do?

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have ever
missed him or anything else

ok my lappie's batt is running flat.

will dumping more useful dumps soon.

bai.