as much as i try not to think too much abt it,

i just cant help it.

one thing led to the other.

another thing then leads to another another thing.

so tell me how not to think abt it?

but it's ok.

i've learnt how to keep things to myself.

some things that is.

cant afford to keep every single damn thing inside this fragile heart & not letting it out.

though smile may be carved & laughter may erupt,

only He knows the other side of it that noone else knows.

trying to be more patient each day.

but once it's over the limit, beyond tolerance,

that's it.

still contemplating,

shd i take mc on that day or not?

G.C.'s "i dont wanna be in love" song is so freakin addictive!

do u wanna be in love? do u not?

me?

i wanna be in love,

i dont wanna be in crappy shit.

i'm crapping already.

bai.