Friday, April 25, 2008

Down at dawn.


Innalillah......

Kin died few minutes earlier at about 4.10am.
C.O.D.: Unknown


Just felt so stupid, so helpless, so sad and just down.
Imagine witnessing the death of your own baby,
your baby that you barely have time with...
He suffers and cried silently in anguish, hangin on to dear life,
and you, not knowing what is wrong with him & felt totally helpless,
could just afford to watch every last seconds of his already short life, shortened even quicker.

You've sacrificed & showered unconditional attention, care and love,
and to be rewarded with a death is just unfair.
And these tears just couldn't stop.......

But thank God for not prolonging Kin's agony.
It'll just saddens me more.
May you R.I.P. Kin.




=))

Kin's Galleria

KIN KENIT FEW DAYS AGO......

[Sleeping process]
(#1)
(#2)(#3)
(#4)
[Various sleeping positions]
(#1)
(#2)

(#1)
(#2)

KIN KENIT TODAY....

Super-duper-puper weak, a complete contrast from yesterday.
Didn't move much.
Didn't stagger as much.
Not willing to swallow when fed.
Though he meow-ed for the 1st time, it's actually a meow in pain.

(On my down under-top view)
(On my down under-side view)
(Totally lifeless #1)
(Totally lifeless #2)
Will Kin leave to meet his sister, Lar, in the after-life anytime soon?
It is expected that a kitten like him, dehydrated and separated from mother, to not live long.
But sheeesh~, so attached to him that i'm feeling depressed now.
Kin, please don't go, yet.
=~(

Tuesday, April 22, 2008


The lil dude is sick but playful.
The lil dude is skeletal but active.
The lil dude eats and drinks very little, but shit & urinate damn lot.
The lil dude loves to jump, ending up in a bowl of water.
The lil dude loves to crawl all over you, head to toe.
The lil dude loves to sit near the female down under.

I so love this lil dude.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Rescue Mission

Mission unexpected but possible.

Found this poor cute lil creation lying dead in the middle of two floormats yesterday.
Looked dead, but no.
It was in the nazak state but i made myself believe that something could still be done to save it.

While snapping pix, another of the same kind came landing right in front of me,
But not as nazak-y as the other.
This one can still afford to stagger and just love to step on the other weakling.

So eventually brought those twins home.

I named this one Kin.
Gender: Should be male.

And this vulnerable one, Lar.
Gender: Female, should be as well (afraid to lift its tail up to check coz it might just snap off. totally fragile, ok).
Why i name them that?
Aha. I guess it's pretty easy to figure it out.
Silly though.

And look.
Awwwwwww~


Then came this snob who just have to disrupt the whole emotional moment.


Doing the utmost best to keep them breathing, sadly, Lar could not be saved.
Within split seconds, Lar laid unmoved, frozen hard.
Cause of death: Possibly due to a disconnected neckbone.
It has been safely buried opposite my home.

May you R.I.P. Lar darling.
Buuhuu~
Left Kin, who've lost a 'hanyut' mum, a dad that may have been eaten alive by pigeons and 4 other siblings which includes Lar.

Brought Kin, the sole survivor, to the vet earlier.
Veterinarian said that the possibility of Kin surviving is very minimal as he is only 3wks young and don't have sufficient nutrients from his mum.
So the only way out is to force-feed him with whatever that the veterinarian has prescribed and recommended.

Thought of handing it over to SPCA but just had to go against that.
No doubt it's really like taking care of a human newborn, plus there's already a queen in the house, but absolutely nothing can break my dedication and love for him.
Let's pray that this creation of God can beat all odds and be safe in my safe hands.
Amiin.
Hee~

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

total randomness.

This is actually my cat's furball.
Yeah it doesnt look anything like a ball but i swear it is,
unless there's another name for this fish-like patch of fur.
When held, it feels as though it's her skin that you're holding.

Another masterpiece, taken using my new baby.
Any takers?

When seen from the back view, thought he's one of the stall vendors at Geylang Market.
Meet my long lost bradda (who's old enough to be my grandpa, i think),
Ramli 'Asputra' Sarip (asal boleh je tukar nama orang. tapi manis jgk kan?).

And this girl just looks so huggable that i felt like pinching & squashing her cheeks,
then indulge in some wrestling action with her (bet i'll be the squashed meat).
Oh, she had 2 consecutive glasses of Milo Dinosaur, practically licking the glasses clean.

Moral of the bedtime story, pls take real good care of your health.
No matter how much one loves to eat, one must know the limits.
Even those hungry ghosts know this.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

alert!alert!.
some awesome shits uncovered!
like waddacoolshit! really.

you are just bloody damn lucky that the stupidly smart discoverer is a topnotch secret-keeper (ya better pray hard though).
you may not care but just lettin' you know that you've totally lost all her respect,
coz you can't even respect yourself bitch.

but gotta thank you BIG-BIG for allowing her to discover how CHEAP & LOW you really are.

Friday, April 11, 2008


dengar-dengar, rumah tu mcm hotel kan?

rumah tu tmpt utk mandi.
rumah tu tmpt utk tukar baju, seluar dan yang sewaktu-semasa dengannye.
rumah tu tmpt utk diserak-serakkan.
rumah tu tmpt utk tidur.
oh wait, tak tidur kat rumah pun.

best kan?

best lah.
sape tanak see-yoll.

and my oh my,
damn is she invisible ey?

coooooooooool.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

timecheck: 0600h

like wadda....i'm turning into an insomniac.
been staring into the screen since 11pm.

kinda missed my slidey baby.
not durable but....*sigh*
but i like u equally, slimmy hunny.
i could just slip u in my cup and no extra lump will bulge out from it at all.
so don't get me wrong hunny,
u're handy dandy too.

ok, shux.