being brought up in a conservative environment doesn't make me a backward person ok?
who taught u to have that kind of thinking?
YOUR pikiran is so very the sempit la sey.
SHEESH.
I'M a LIBERAL soul with LIMITS.
understooded?
SHEESH.
enough of those stereotyping craps ok?
SHEEEEEEEESH.

so sad.
some think that they're sooooo 'matured',
and hey, u know what?
u're just kidding & fooling yourselves people.

*shakes head*

all i need now is a tranquilizer.
shoot and put myself to sleep, not for few hours only, but for the next month till it's time for exams!
erm.....make that after exams, but just in time for my graduation? lol.
ok, i'm insanely insane now.
LMAO!

i wanna be a taxi-driver.
this is totally random but,
i'm serious.

back to 24th Jan '08

went out with a date after sch which ended slightly before 12nn.
1st to bishan, then to pasiris then to tampines.
so happy.

*this is how pasiris park is like on a weekday. totally deserted.

*the date i was referring to...mummy!

*wind stopped me from working my racket out. pffft! played frisbee though. woo~

*the other thing i love to drive. trolley baby!

*wanted by Chuck Norris.

25th Jan '08

i'm left breathless by Shayne Ward's Breathless.

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while playing badminton with mum at the home porch.......

neighbour: eh, tuari dgr suaranye kat radio eh.
me: *shocked, shuttlecock dropped on my head, mulut menganga*
neighbour: haha. dorg tak kasi tau ke?
me: *masih menganga*
mum: hah?! iyeke? tak tau pulak. ape station? ape 1t ckp?
neighbour: *tak ingat lah tapi pasal UK nye bende tu kan?
me: a'ah. *still menganga*
neighbour left....
me: alamak ai.... malu nye! hahahahahahaha! (ni part otak dah tak betol)
mum: hehehehe! lah...syg lah tak dpt dgr. org adelah tunggu dkt channel news asia dgn suratkhabar. rupenye klua dkt radio pulak. hehehe! mcm mana agaknye suara anak aku ni kat radio eh?
me: u wldnt wana know la ma. hancur berderai bahasa melayu adik. buat malu je.
*continued playing badminton, giggling & tersengih-sengih sendirik*

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had a convo with this particular female netizen who wears the 'tudung' just like i do,
& came abt this topic abt tudung girls & tight clothes, G-strings etc.
so she was asking if i ever wore a G for as long as i've been wearing the headscarf...

me: eeew gila nak mampui kepe tak pernah sey dlm seumur hidup aku. aku tgk bende tu je aku dah leh rasa mcm terselit-sendat sey. eeew.
she: haha. kau lum tau until u try pe.
me: aku tak payah try aku dah tau lah girl. kau ckp ni mcm kau dah perna pakai gitu la kan?
she: mmg perna. in fact, i'm still wearing it. pada aku, comfy gila sey. better than normal panty.
me: dah slalu pakai pe mesti ah comfy kan. kalau kau tak pakai pape kat dlm pun kau rasa mcm kau pakai G gitu kan? tapi seriously, ape tujuan kau pakai tudung abeh pakai bende selit camtu?
she: tak salah pe? ape? pompan pakai tudung takleh kai G kepe? bukannye aku tunjuk butt crack aku.
me: mmg ah tak nmpk itu crack tapi nmpk the shape of ur lower melons pe.
she: kalau pakai normal panty pun nmpk jgk pe shape.
me: but not as menonjol kan?
.
.
.
she: haha. siak. kau bobal mcm kau baik sngt mcm malaikat eh?
me: kalau aku malaikat, dah lama aku cabot nyawa kau.
she: leh rilek sua ah pompan.

the end.

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i'm so kemaruk with lower (or is it upper? the one near orchid country club) seletar reservoir.
i don't know why.
just love to spend my 'emo' moments there. lol.
nah, not emo.
just swaying with the breeze, sitting on the railing (or whatever u call it), looking at and listening to the sound of water slapping the rocks.....& talking to myself.
it's an undeniably great thing to do when u've got nothing to do.
well, actually i do have something to do.
but i've found something else to do.
pape saje lah eh 1t.
i'm just happy. thank you.

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just before 2nd bro left for taiwan.
he's in blue.
the lighter blue, of course.

SOTONG Day.

yesterday, thought of skipping classes today.
but gave up that idea coz i THOUGHT there's a test.
halfway to sch, found out that the test is TOMORROW!
wanti wanti. selenge kau masih tak hilang2.
-_-"

i've decided.
mum, i love you.
=))))))))))))

i've screwed up.
fortunately, there wasnt any TV coverage of the press interview.
grrrrr.

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final 5wks of sch will be HELL i tell u.

i'm not whining nor complaining.

just a friendly reminder to my ROCKheaded HEAD.

always getting flu whenever i'm working on my sch work & ended up not completing it and hence, postponing the deadline.
so DEAD.

dear God......

what am i?
Couched potato.
wondering, why is it potato and not tomato or tulip or pear or...?

anyway, woke up yesterday with a red left eye.
woke up 2 days ago with a red right eye.
was hoping to wake up with today with both eyes red but it did not happen.
grrr.
and i just realised that my bulu mata melentik jugak ehk? natural curl ok. chet~
bulu mata je ehk...bulu2 lain masih straight. no split ends too. i've checked.

above is bro's bloodshot eyes.
scary i tell u.
nak pakai contacts tapi tak tau jaga.
chet~

hmmm...nothing much to blog about now.
nothing to look forward too either.

till then...calo.

timecheck: 3.45am

& what am i doing right now?
blogging. watching football channel.
woooo~
man u THRASHED newcastle a flardy 6 goals to a quill's egg.
chelsea beat spurs 2-0.
don't know about other matches though.
ok, wadeva.

think i'm suffering from insomnia.
& a DILEMMA.
i want to help mum. i want to travel too. can i bring my mum along?
help. tolong. ciuming ah! (sorry havent learnt the tamil version)

ok, even my cat is snoring, together with bro, the champion snorer of the house.
i've yet to hear my cat fart though.

finally got to know & see the 'hoo-haas' about T3.
no doubt it is futuristically designed but wasnt really awed. sorry.
didnt expect a flardy HUGE crowd at T3.
typical kiasu kiasi basi sporeans. erk~

had tendergrill burger+onion rings(someone mentioned iron rings.lol.)+fries+mini drumlets at Amara's BK for brunch.
had mushroom swiss burger+onion rings(someone mentioned angin rings.lol.)+fries at T2's BK for dinner.
*sways head* wanti wanti....isk3...

met quite a number of peeps i know at the airport but i guess my shyness got to the best of me.
wanted to approach & speak out a simple greeting but too many people around la.
really shy u know.
but great to see botak kilat again.
such a hunk now. *melts*

timecheck: 4.10am

ini mcm kau tak payah tido sudah wanti.
tunggu subuh, sembahyang subuh yg dah lama kau terlepas (erk~), blog lagi sampai matahari terbit, kejutkan semua org & .....
tadaaaaa! a new day has arrived!

ouch.
ok, just gotten a sharp poking effect at both temples.
urgh~

guess this is it for now.
gonna go & start gentel-ing my bantal busyuk masyam sedaap.

bai.

working hard to tone up my biceps.
nyehheh.
AND, my thunder THIGHS.
that's where much of the weight is.
good riddance to bad fats!
guess it'll be another 10yrs till i see the change.
patience patience.

is it true that if u can't get someone out of ur BIG HARD head, that someone is supposed to be there?

haggard. cant sleep. sheeesh!
so i'll be crapping here till....till i can sleep la.
so tomorrow will be a loooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggg.... day for me.
there's the meeting with ex-PEM at his office at tg pagar (cant i not be reminded of this place? grrr.),
then there's the food tasting mission for EBRW's next project (this, i cant wait. for fd tasting that is.),
then there's the sending of bro to the airport at night, flying to Taiwan.
it sounds fun. u know, to be out of this cute lil country, getting lost in another country totally alien to u & not knowing when u'll be going back to homeland (if u ever will be back)......
thats insanely cooooool.
but of course, he'll be away training to be a Man, and not for a hoorayhooray trip.
so pity him for that. hee~
will pray for ur safety k brok?
hmmm....mum did mention abt a KL shopping trip after exams which will officially be over on 4th March.
*smiling like an idiot*
hopefully, it really does happen.
*toes crossed*

timecheck: 1.45am
lalalala.....~

oh yes.
after months (?) of not befriending the weighing scale (?),
decided to step on it & make it do its job.
guess what? WHAT?
gained a freakin' 5.5kg *mouth wide open for a bat to set in*!
like WHAT?!!!!
woooosh~
is this what an influx of tests, assignments & projects can do to u?
round of applause pls.

ok i am absolutely not thinking straight (do i ever?).
will stop my craps right here and right now.

dear frog prince, care to sing me to sleep?

ok, stop.

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Song lyrics | All My Life lyrics

All My Life- Shayne Ward version

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you

And I will never find another lover more precious than you,

More precious than you

Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,

Close to me you're like my father,

Close to me you're like my sister,

Close to me you're like my brother

You are the only one you’re my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I've prayed for someone like you

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I've prayed for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,

You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,

For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,

I really love you

All my life, (baby, baby) I've prayed for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I've prayed for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.

You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes I pray that u do love me too

And all my life I pray for someone like you

All my life I prayed for someone like you

And I thank God that I that I finally found you

All my life I prayed for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

All my life I prayed for someone like you

And I thank God that I that I finally found you

All my life I prayed for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes I pray that you do love me too

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you….

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gosh!

floating back to the days of me & him.......

once a song, OUR song.

but as i was browsing through & found this SHAYNE WARD's version,

i'm like MELTING even more.

lalalalala~

enough 1t.

go & complete your assignment thats due TOMORROW!!!!!!!!

This is what we were up to during the 5hrs break we had before the test. Out of sch, lunch @ kfc then pool-ed for 2hrs++ before heading back to sch to 'revise' for the test. We were the noisiest bunch of freaks at the arcade cum snookerium, laughing our throats out, making a fool out of ourselves (very proud of that ;p) & just DE-STRESSING. got stares from other mat2 poolers around us but waddahell. had so much FUN! wee~

*jac aka shifu/sifu doing her thang.

*twins doing their nonsense. (sorry for the blurness. blame the shifu.)

*world pool -retard champion. ceyyyy~

*shifu & retard who will always be a retard.

-[Fools @ Pool]-

*rocket-tower @ lower seletar reservoir

*i was deprived of my childhood

*cinnamon sticks
* my super ass
*otw to sembawang park

*entertaining myself while waiting for the works of fire in the black sky. we practically CLIMBED mount faber BY FOOT la sey. wooo~

*most of the fireworks came from this wadeva-u-call-it.

*this was the fireworks from marina. much much nicer. grrr~