in less than 4hrs' time, we'll be bidding the year 2007 SAYONARA & BONJOUR 2008!
it's been quite exhilarating yet disappointing year for me though i managed to pull through each disappointment with much ease.
alhamdulillah.
it's with the mistakes that we've done and the craps that we've been through that we'll be able to change into a much better person, not repeating the same mistakes again.
but there's this one particular that iwill always remember FOREVER...
....12 SEPTEMBER 2007,
the day i got my DRIVING LICENSE.
yeah!
though it's still too early for me to own a car,
i'm glad that finally i'm able to bring my mum around to wherever she wants to go.
also, another day in this year that i'll never forget....
...the day when i turned 19 (9 DECEMBER 2007).
had a bbq gathering at my place which has NEVER been done before. so it is indeed a memorable day of my life.
this is also the final year that i'll be a teen and there're still a lot that i wanna do and wanna change.
though i've never had new year resolutions, or maybe i did make a few but NEVER accomplish them,
i just hope that i'll be a more un-mean, rational, responsible, wise and HARDWORKING lady for the year 2008.
yeah...really need to rid off the fats in my lazy ass and do something REALLY enriching for myself.
one thing is for sure,
i'll still be the WACKY, CRAZY, ECCENTRIC, GROSS, CHILDISH, SELENGE & SARCASTIC (in a un-harsh way maybe) girl that most of u have known me for, for the soon-to-be year 2008 and perhaps in the subsequent years to come.
kehkehkehkehekhek!!!!!
oh ya, i've also learnt to m.i.n.d.m.y.o.w.n.b.u.s.i.n.e.s.s.&.n.o.t.t.h.i.n.k.i.n.g.t.o.o.m.u.c.h.
so, i'd like to grab this opportunity to wish ALL of u a HAPPY NEW YEAR.
don't drink alcohol k? stay away from drugs, cigarettes & unprotected sex too. it's bad. really bad.
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quite a busy new year's eve i've got today & really cant wait to jakun-ly see fireworks later, though not sure from where..mount faber maybe.
pix up soon!

26th December 2007.

i have a life.

at least, i know i DO have a life.

but what has happened to my life now?

not saying that i hate it,

but i dont LOVE it either.

i'm just so unsure, confused, dull, guilty...

yes, GUILTY. that's it.

while others are like so head over heels with one another,

i'm...... well..... ok.......

i've grown to KNOW & REALISE that i need to spend more QUALITY time with the most precious person in my life.

n in ur life too. as it SHOULD be.

that is the person who have stored u for 9months & have GIVEN BIRTH to YOU...

...feed u, care for u, SACRIFICE for u (n i mean HELLUVA HUGE LOT OF SACRIFICES)....

so what 'amazed' me is that people seem to forget all about that.

c'mon people....before it's ever TOO LATE.. to regret & wail over spilt milk.

~sorry for the cancelled meeting. will make it up to u someday....when SHE is not alone. which i really have no idea when.

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on a happier note, I GOT A HAIRCUT & A NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!!!

loving it! touching it!

like i've never done that in my entire 19years!....ok maybe 18years (excluding a year which i dont think i have much hair to touch).

after my previous hairstyle that was a so-called mohawk yg tak menjadi,

i experimented out how Rihanna's hairstyle will be like on me.

n gosh i look like Rihannnn....tu!

ok waddahell.

since hairstyle ni kali menjadi, i've got no regrets at all.

yezzzzza!

ANDANDAND

i will KEEP my tail till the shedding of the last strand. yes.

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have been buying things on impulse.

mostly.

but got myself a new hello kitty towel which is a cutesy n is soooooooo.......PINK.

yes i know something not right is happening to me.

i'm beginning to NOT MIND pink at all.

it's a sweeeeeet colour dont u think so?

it's ok if u dont.

coz i really think so.

anyway, the towel which is supposed to serve it's purpose,

doesnt really cover what it's suppose to cover.

maybe the towel is just small BUT maybe, it cld be that i'm just too BIG.

shucks.

so in the end, i use it as a blanket. for my feet.

hee.

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"dave..? are uuuu awake? can i sleep with u tonight? i had a nightmare....."

gosh THEODORE is just soooooo adorable!

i think i want a chipmunk now.

it's ok if it's nothing like Simon, Alvin or Theodore.

just want a chipmunk that can FART with me.

LOL.

will give a rating of 7/10.

storyline is simple and common,

but entertainment-wise, KUDOS!

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have quite few plans planned for the upcoming days.

and i seriously dont see myself sitting down to start doing my schwork, cement-truckLOADS of 'em.

they are RBD, IMC project & 2pg write-up, Entre, EBRW exec summary, DAM tutorial.

all of those mentioned above to be completed before Thursday.

Thursday will be the start of MORE projects discussion, existing projects + NEW othersssss.

ok i think i'm scaring the fishhhhx out of me already.

whatever it is,

LESS THAN 3 MORE MONTHS TO GO WANTI!!!!!!!!!!

yeah.

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i got myself a new pair of specs too!

though it's nothing like what i wanted (that is a PINK specs),

the metallic frame + white & black..erm...(aiyaa will post the pic soon), is what urged me to buy it.

hee.

& the degree for both sides have increased!

huu.

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met up with the kecohs.

half of them.

went to city hall area, walk2, talk2, eat2, take pictures n that's it.

thks to nad's supervisors who snatched her away from us.

they're nuts.

wad-2-doooooo.....

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that meeting was a mistake.

stuuuuuuuupid mistake.

that thing that i said was another flardy-foool mistake.

now, it's just so different.

everything's just different.

~can we bring yesterday back around?..........

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girls' day out with mummy, her friend & her friend's daughters.

woooo!

had the car to ourselves.

weeee!

went to sembawang to get my new specs, then to geylang, followed by thomson plaza, then to amk then home sweet home!

haaaa!

i loike.

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sorry for the mess of this entry.

very random.

not in order.

disorganised.

exactly like me, in a hekk-o-va mess now.

just needed to blab.

.BAI.

HOLIDAYS is finally here.

correction,

'Even-more-PROJECTS' break is finally here.

Nothing much to look forward to, except more PROJECTS for these 2wks & the wks to come till end of february.

how cool is that?

Then at the end of february, there'll be a week of study break before the FINAL YEAR EXAMS in the beginning of March.

After which is FREEDOM.

Now how coooooool is that?

Amazing how time flies sooooooooo fast.

Really looking forward to graduation BUT,

don't think i'm up for WORK upon graduating.

sheesh.

though i've PLANNED on something.

travel Travel TRAVEL to anywhere out of Singapore!...which includes OUT OF ubin, tekong, sentosa & those islands yg sewaktu dgnnye.

would LOVE to travel around with my friends WITHOUT parents tagging along BUT

mum actually said that she won't allow me to do that till i'm 21.

huh???!!!!!!

i mean like HUHHHHHHH?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& when i'm finally 21, she'll say something like 'i think u can forget about travelling on your own till you're married.'????

grrrrr.

nonetheless, will still persuade her to set me free though on a much later date,

really much hoping and PRAYING that she'll change her mind.

PLEASE.

so anyway, after my savings are being swept clean by travelling,

then i'll start working my S off.

wuuuuuuuush!

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17/12: Project discussion. AND collect my hp from Sony Service Centre! like FINALLY. yezzzzzzaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

18/12: Project discussion.

19/12: Project discussion. & most probably GHOST-HUNTING. if not FOOD-HUNTING.

20/12: Hari Raya Haji. EMMMMMMBEKKKKKKKK!!!.

21/12: ?????? (someone take me out!)

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bai.

WARNING

this is gonna be a suuuuuuper looooooonnnnng entry, as so my senses tell me.

the sequence of whatever i typed for this entry may be a mess.

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ok so yesterday my family had planned a bbq at home in conjuction with my bdae celebration.

weee! besh sey!!

though i had wished that YOU were there as well,

but oh wells.....

had great time!

thks to everyone that has made it happen;

mummy deary, broks (ooops....bros), sis-in-laws, wak din & family, nyai, cik hasanah, cik (?) & family, 3 kecohs and....FLUFFY!

thks for the prezzies tooooooooooo!!!!!

luuuuuuuurve it!

now i can cancel half of my wishlist already!

weeeee!

will post pix of the prezzies soon wokeh?!

for now, allow me to babble....

and so the bbq started at abt 2pm and ended around 9pm.

if it was on a saturday, i wld've requested for a 24hr bbq! ...mcm phm.

andand....for the 1st time ever, i got to eat bbq crabs!

thks to wak din for the cancerous crabs! lol.

still need lotsa practice to master the art of tearing the crabs open though.

sorry to those who arent invited.....

my apologies!!!!!

but u cld've invited urself rite? huhu!

thks to the 3 basketeers who came as the 'last customers'.

finally got the chance to meet u gurls lar sey.

remember our date on the 24th wokeh?!!

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ok so after last customers left, cleared up a bit, sit down a lot, showered & then..........prezzie opening ceremony!

haha.

i guess it shd be done when everyone is around but im a really shy girl.

so i dis it the other way around, when everyone has gone home.

LOL.

unexpectedly, got quite a few 'ang baos/paos'.

mcm tgh raye lar sey!

huhu.

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after that ceremony, back to SCH WORK.

*toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot*

wasnt in the right state of mind & hell!.. wasnt in the mood to do any sch stuffs!

but had to.

if not, i wld be crowned the free-rider & i'll get a free ride back to sch while my other schmates grad nx yr.

ok i'm getting carried away.

i WONT stayback.

hell no.

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and so the presentation today was erm.........no words can explain it.

ok, it was HOLLIGIBLE!

but thks chingay for the ppt well done!

but must thk me for coming up with a perfecto draft of our company logo hor.

haha.

have u ever met a presenter who doesnt know what he/she is supposed to present?

well, a perfecto example wld be ME.

i havent got the slightest idea of how the ppt is like, what more what the ppt contains....

so like few mins b4 my grp's presentation, i started to gobble down the contents as much as i cld so that i wldnt appear to be reading from the hardcopy of the ppt that has just been printed out.

but tough luck.

was brain dead & was practically reading from the paper from start till end.

shucks.

this is evidence of what it'll be like if ure totally unprepared.

so my dear soulmates.......no more last minute work k?

mcm phm padahal aku pun same jgk buat keje last minute....huhu!

AND i'll be flunging my QM test that i sat for today.

majority said it was kakiayam (chicken feet) but sheeesh....

as soon as i read the 1st qn, i was like 'what shd i eat later? hmmmm....'

haha.

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supposed to be doing my ppt for tomorrow's presentation but here i m.....

and another individual assignment, which i havent even looked through the guidelines, to be submitted on thurs.

[voice from within:tak serik2 eh 1t? dah final semester tau.]

[me: tau....mmg nak serik ah tapi tak leh serik sey.]

huhu.

ok so after thurs will be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!.....temporary that is.

seriously need a break. a HOLIDAY.

grrrrrr!

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the truth is.....i still do.

& i hate myself for that.

blargh!

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here's a sneak peek of the bbq gathering yesterday.

pix r not in sequence.

sis-in-laws & broks (oops again....bros) at work.
looking ever ohsooooooooo pretty.
mum's plants feed on hotdogs, not fertilisers.
1st family to reach. ie mum's bro's family.
9-yr-old bdae gurl.

the making of the food.....

now u dont see the fire.......
......now u do.

presenting to u.......ostrich eggggggs!

uh huh.

yeah.

to be continued..........

one down,plenty to go.

but all i know, i MISS YOU so.

i REALLY miss you.

it's been a mth i guess.

& i'm feeling the emptiness ever so DEEPLY.

When r u gonna come back to me?

next year? 2 years later? 5 years later perhaps?

this feeling is just inevitable.

i'm sorry.

i'm waiting for the call day by day.

but only He knows when that day will be.

i truly madly miss u darn much.

miss the goosebumps that u gave me when you vibrated in my pocket.

I NEED YOU LARR DARLING HENPON!!!!!!

grrrrr!

bai.

Firstly, thks to those who rmb my bdae,

be it to those who were being reminded by me or those who really memorised the date by hard...somehow.

pssst! it's 9DEC. me no shame.

To those who have asked what i want for my bdae & to those who planned on asking aft my bdae is over(i dont mind accepting belated prezzies),

i'd like to make ur life easier by listing stuffs tt ive been wanting but dont hv the chance to,

or more like dont have the means to buy 'em.....

1. Makeover for my Lifebook.

2. Shades.

3. Levis Jeans.

4. MORE tops.

5. new bedroom set.

6. Honda s2000,no toys pls.

7. new specs, transparent pink. yes PINK.

8. Puma Watch.

9. Billabong flip flops.

10. new scalp. yes it's SCALP, NOT scarf.

tentatively, the list wld be as that.

bai.

someone: "hey u've got a nice voice. do u sing?"

me: "hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha!!!!! "

got lotsa stuffs going on lately.

bzbzbzbzbzbz.

got lotsa stuffs to blog actually but,

bzbzbzbzbzbz.

looking 4ward to next wk.

hee.

bai.

oh ya.

this popped out over dinner.....

.......mum: "how's he?"

me: (almost choked on the chicken i was eating)(silent for 5secs)

mum: "dah ns?"

me: (shakes head).........

thks mum.